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Monday, January 31, 2011

Thoughts

It is often interesting how movies mirror our lives in reality. Though they are fake they constantly reminds us of who or what we are in society. I am attempting my five year outline. I'm full of procrastination or spontaneity it is a trait I can't seem to get rid of lol I'm tryin daily. This is just a piece of my mind *smiles*

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Conflicted

I'm Sitting here thinkin to myself about War. And Its Interesting How countries including the United States have made people join against thy will. If You Fight U May die, If You deny the call to fight u may die or suffer imprisonment lol. It Is somehow funny cause War does both *scratches head* So my thing is why have it at all!? People dying and They have families. Giving Your life on behave of a gov't or King. Mostly&Sadly the wars are as result of something petty. In the end all of a sudden the enemies become allies...which brings the conclusion of wars to be a bit redundant. But My biggest thing that I'm conflicted with is "How is it that Wars bring Money?? When they actually bring DEATH!?"

WANTS

ThEre are desires and feelings that overwhelm my thoughts. I can see things and interpret them quite well however there are moments I space out and almost lose my breath. That "touch"...the infamous touch from a man or woman. The Moment you share w/the one whom u are intimate with. Men will jump in head 1st... women on the otherhand desire steps lol...We look forward to the teasing, the touchin, the kiss ...the climax...the orgasm We look for the "JUST RIGHT" *sigh (to be continued)

Monday, January 10, 2011

Randomness Booty Talk

Currently in Starbucks Starving!!! I'm so Hungry smh..I'm on a roll today...lol. I was walkin in LIC to catch train and a Caucasian Gentleman...hounds me down the street yellin "Dayuum Mah!!! Dat asss!" I simply smirked and continued walking. Its an undyin debate..but hey once U go Black You Never Go back!" Lol Dude was all hype and screaming! Lol mind u it was a green light and he wldnt move in his vehicle lol. I'm hungry!!! Did I say that before cause a sista stomach is leanin!!! Screaming rather...to be continued :) lol

Laugh at Self

Lately in these lovely NYC streets I've dealt with the constant stares of many different females/males...I'm starting to think people have "looking" problems lol. Upon today a female swore I was staring in her mouf! I yelled back Puhleeze! She look like a donkey w/buckteeth! Lol..God gave us eyes to look....of Course u gonna stare at folks, places, &things. Like how do you sound as a person smh. I laughed and moved along. Then funny....a dude was blocking the door to get out the Dunkin Donuts so I pushed him&the door...He said "Dayuum Mah U jus pushin a brutha!" I said "Yup" and as I proceeded to walk out I trip on the sidewalk! LMBO! What happens next dude runs out the shop and yells "See mah I woulda caught u if u fell...But See God Don't like ugly!" LMBO smh...I was embrassed I had to laugh at myself!...Mind You u continued to look at my ass as I hurried to the train station.

Convictions/Abandonment

You Carry for 9months...You struggle w/constant runs to the bathroom,urges to eat,contractions(false) and doctors visits....As result a beautiful child is born...yet the Man who produce their seed is no where to be found and they didn't bear nothing but the sexual experience. So My question is"What could possibly be making it so Hard for The Man to help raise this/their chile?" U as a man didn't do nothing! Didn't carry not near a darn body or deal w/constant prodded or picked or felt doctor visits...but the mere sight of a child or thought of the unborn makes u run? Makes U absent? I feel the pain and cry the tears many single mothers feel...Some men shouldn't even be blessed w/a dick! A dick that can help produce a child in this world. How can u carry on life and know u have a child somewhere...look in the mirror and not feel an ouch of ridicule/guilt? Shaking my Head at all who are in this catergory.

Friday, January 7, 2011

NYC vs. Boston

There is No Greater Love than Family..perhaps..however there is no greater love than...that of your children's. So far I've started this new year off slow but NYC is fast paced! so ultimately I've been riping&running since I got back! Education,finances,housing,food all in NYC are ridiculously inflated lol...Boston,MA aint no where near as much but yet Boston is still ranked as the one of the most expensive states to live in along side NYC&California smh....Ppl I give props to those who are handling their BI....(To be continued)

Monday, January 3, 2011

Greater Roads

A New Dawn A New Day... Its officially 2011! Goodbye to the past year full of disappointments,bad relationships/friendships,deaths,being jobless etc. 2011 should be declared your New Slate! Reach for the Sky..beyond it matter a fact! Plan to be greater,wiser,faster and equip to gain Prosperity! Take life by the reigns and Ride dat Sucka till u Can't Ride No more! Yes there are goin to be New Obstacles but Hell atleast this time your ready to tackle them head on 2010 was preparing you for just that! Happy New Year! Ppl Wake Up!