Single Sexy and Free?

Idk...now that I'm single(as of this month) again I feel different like I'm released to the Big Bad world and have to fend for my own lol...I mean I have become so use to being w/ a man its odd to have someone holla at me or want my # cause I usually don't respond or even cared to...I miss *HIM* but I gotta realize perhaps there's someone betta out there for me...perhaps I should consider that I have options now :) Ladies how do you feel bout being Single? I'm ready to mingle I'm ready to b adventurous however w/diseases flyin and cheating on the rise is it worth engaging a good lookin man just for a one night stand? Or two? Lol Just Thinkin..who knows what to expect this summer lol...I'll keep yall updated :)

Is His Toupee too Tight! "Donald Trump Runnin For Presidency​?"

He yells "You're Fired, Your Hired" on the evening show "The Apprentice" But By day he is a man who runs a Billion Dollar business all under his name "Trump". I'm sitting here like is he serious about this ridiculous bid for "US Office" ? Its Sad if people consider him even slightly. Donald Trump isn't built for politics ..he's pure entertainment. Lately in the News He's made allegations that President(and I mean that highly regarded President Obama is not an American citizen. That Obama's politics are questionable!? That our President doesn't know what he's doing. Oh Pish Tosh! I'm so over him and to think just the other day I was reading his book "Think like a Millionare" smh ugh!!! Smh

So You Say U Aint Gay huh?"Anoth​er "Star" Is Out The Closet"

These Last And Evil Days...It feels Like Present Day Sodom&Gommorrah. Upon Yesterday a certain Popular Dj known as "Dj Mister Cee" was Caught receiving oral sex from a 20 year old Male prostitute. When I say my jaw dropped I mean it dropped! This Is The DJ that is known for callin out folks on the dance floor, screaming obscenities on the turntables and callin females/males out on "homo" acts. I mean like really there are just too many "DL brothers" In the Industry. Remember back in the day "Superhead" called out Big Tigger for being gay and there have been rumors on Busta Rhymes being on The DL as well along w/Jay-Z, P-Diddy and countless others oh Yes Lest we not forget bout the infamous "fatherly/son kiss between Lil Wayne and Birdman. Smh This Is Sad especially in the Black Community. Women esp Black&Latino Women deal w/the constant high rate of AIDS/HIV. I wanna Cry Out WTH! Is Wrong With Our Men! I Can't take the sick mental mind frame these guys have. I was told of it being a macho/Roman kind of thang. Basically meaning A Man making so much money and so powerful that even whom they have sex with doesn't matter whether they female or male. Isn't that disgusting. How can u lay w/a man and then have the audacity to go lay up w/the woman u are married to! Like and have sex w/her w/an honest persona of yaself! Smh Just Sickening. This News On Mister Cee will be clarified soon I bet caus this Is the same guy who disrespects the death of Tupac all the time at parties even in death. This is a DJ who is "soo against Gays". Yet You gettin Oral sex from a man and its a young man at that. Many young male/female Prostitutes are "runaways", or have been molested/raped in their past leading then up to the life of the streets. This Is Sad Just So Upset behind all Of this. So We shall see how he get outta this one smh...

Runnin da city maze

Upon tonight I grace the NYC atmosphere as the chic&nubian beauty I AM. *smiles* I strutted my "bootay" from the apartment to the cab from the cab to another car and off to the city I went!...1st on agenda I hit NYC's "Amnesia" for Rick Ross's Afterparty only to be disappointed by "maoddd Police!" And longlines *sigh* So...I make my way to "Perfections" which from I'm aware of is a strip club/lounge...well let me tell you b/c "YoungMoney" was in the building there do you not know the owner was talkin bout a 100 dollars! To get in!!! And 50 dollars to skip the line! Like Seriously!!!! They are "Youngmoney" for a reason! Lol like They are young and get paid daily! Lol Us Hard working folks aint rollin deep like dem in cash! Lol I was lik yea uhmm my two kids cld get clothes food and then some w/the amount folks were willing to pay to get into "Perfections" just to party w/YoungMoney..smh My night ended up sexless and partyless..but Hey I still looked cute! Owwww!

SOB's Wednesday Showcase

Something Bout Live Bands that always steals my heart right away
Lol...Upon a lovely Wednesday in March I attended open mic night at the wonderful S.O.B's(off Houston) in NYC, Hosted by the awesome voice of Mr. Eric Roberson(twitter.com/@IAmEricRoberson). All in all of Course I attended in Support of the wonderful and Talented (twitter.com/@theElektrikKidd) aka Troy Durden original member of contemporary gospel group "Bobby Perry&R.A.I.N" all the way from Boston, MA..Holla! I entered to dim lights...low chatter amongst many congregated groups of young ears awaiting the phenomenon of the night. I made my way to my group of Bostonians(s/o2 Keeda&Tiff) and fellow Bandmembers. I get excited by seeing familiar friendly faces don't you? Lol Anyhoot with in no time the lights fade and the stage illuminates the lights. A Sultry manly voice blesses the microphone....the one and only Eric Roberson swoons ladies to the front of the stage...(Singing)freestyling by anything he saw..only ya imagination was his playground *wink wink* My My Eric could sing a sista outta her panties.....*whew!* he messes with me but for a second calling out "You woman in the sheer white blouse" my face blushes in embarrassment... for who likes to be called out unknowingly amongst peers to whom u may not have wanted to be known lol...I admit I liked it lol. Various Acts gave good stage presence but nothing was like Troy's...not only did he do his own thang he also did tribute to Prince and his own rendition of not 1 but 2 "Bad Boy" songs "Benjamins"& "I'm Coming Home" along w/the lovely back up singers Sharla,Coco&Cessy... Coco aka(@cocobread) tore that stage up and had males across the room jar drop! When she did lil Kims verse on "All bout the Benjamins" whoa! I was even rooting for her ....I'm ending this out with Folks Get out and go see live entertainment its worth every Penny!

BET's Rip The Runway Viewing Party

Upon Last Night I attended Rip The Runway Viewing Party Hosted By LirisC.(The Best Man) held At Katra Lounge in the Bowery section of NYC. Knots Grew In My tummy and smiling cheeks rose on my face lol I was full of anxiety lol. I'm a mom by day but a roamin PR by night lol. It was Live Music boomin from the lounge as I arrived, you had to have ya name on the list(Shoutout to the owner) My name was questionable but due to me havin the lovely Irish lastname "Campbell" the owner whose Irish pushed me past security lol he admired me for the rest of the evening lol. I entered the land of Fashion, Models,photographers, PR's, executives singers&actors. Can You Say Welcome to The "Industry Land" Beautiful Women roam the place lookin like Nubian Goddess..though there was much "flamboyance" in the room if you know what I mean*winks* The Dj was spinnin the hits(forgot his name sadface) The Bartenders were speedy gonzales lol and the VIP section(which is were I was) was Packed! OMG I mean really I wanted to scream! Make Room! Lol. Such "VIP" folks in the crowd were Jets Cornerback Darrelle Revis, ChokenoJoke(Rocafella video doc.)America' Next Top Model cycle 4 Keenyah Hill and on the low BET's executive producer of Rip The Runway...(Shh no name), LaureLuxe of PNCRADIO.FM and many more... Also Big Shout to "Tonnie's Minis" for his delicious Cupcakes(264 Lennox Ave) and keepin me company for a second. After two shots of tequila and champagne I def was ready to call it a night but I got up and worked the room some more bumpin into models like Jeremy(caucasian model on the show) towering over my short self lol..Rip The Runway was a great show somewhat.. some of the singers weren't all that(Keri Hilson lol) I just don't feel she's a great live performer. Party was a great turn out....mental note Coat check gurls are great for encouraging words :) thanks...more to come later

Video link(Marzb​urg: On My Grizzly)

Pressures vs. Common Sense

Currently watching Queen Latifah interview on TVOne w/Cathy Hughes, and I admire her intellect. She has stated a lot of issues/situations that are sadly true bout Black People and our young people. I personally am raising two children on my own,by choice yes...would I have had it that way nope!I have a girl&boy who will be in this world nowadays that truly show their values where as it regards "Black Youth". It is Horrible that many young women&men are more interested in sex&fashion than knowing what's the square root of 69....but will joke around and say "Hey u wanna do a "69"(sexual position) I wanna scream "Wake UPPPPP!" Just like Lawrence Fishburne did in Spike Lee's "School Daze" Just the other day on the bus I watched a young boy wine his hips in front of this girls face and openly ask her to suck his dick! I was pissed and embrassed for her. Situations like that anger me and frightened me like that cause "what about the children" as Yolanda Adams sings in her song..yes! What about them..we as parents have to focus soo much more on them. Yes We are tired after coming in from a 9-5pm but that doesn't mean we just leave our children to the wayside. People Wake Up from me on down Wake Up..Sex, Parties and Fashion will always be around but our Black Youth can't continue to go to Jail, be arrested or worst... We gotta do better...its just SaD!

NFL Players vs. Greed

It Saddens Me and many fans of the recent demise in the NFL league. Greed indeed has played a mighty force but also the ill regard towards its players. A Sport which has such heavy body contact and many injuries shouldn't be in such a situation. Whatever the players ask for they should get. It Isn't the executives on that field putting their life on the line it is the "Players". They have families to feed and bills to pay just like any of them executives. It is up until 5yrs that a player had health insurance then hance afterwards they are no longer taken care of under the leagues insurance #sad! Not only does a player put in all that work they are left to crumbs ..basically to the wild lol sadly to fend for themselves. The NFL better wake up cause Lawyers know Law but they dayuum sure don't know football or the repercussions....(To be continued)

Movement

I'm on a different path often nowadays. I'm seeing people in different light. Its amazing how fickle people/family/friends can be Ya feel me? Single Mom Single Woman all in all I'm dealing w/alot...New things in the work New Motives The Year still fresh...(To be continued)

Thoughts

It is often interesting how movies mirror our lives in reality. Though they are fake they constantly reminds us of who or what we are in society. I am attempting my five year outline. I'm full of procrastination or spontaneity it is a trait I can't seem to get rid of lol I'm tryin daily. This is just a piece of my mind *smiles*

Conflicted

I'm Sitting here thinkin to myself about War. And Its Interesting How countries including the United States have made people join against thy will. If You Fight U May die, If You deny the call to fight u may die or suffer imprisonment lol. It Is somehow funny cause War does both *scratches head* So my thing is why have it at all!? People dying and They have families. Giving Your life on behave of a gov't or King. Mostly&Sadly the wars are as result of something petty. In the end all of a sudden the enemies become allies...which brings the conclusion of wars to be a bit redundant. But My biggest thing that I'm conflicted with is "How is it that Wars bring Money?? When they actually bring DEATH!?"

WANTS

ThEre are desires and feelings that overwhelm my thoughts. I can see things and interpret them quite well however there are moments I space out and almost lose my breath. That "touch"...the infamous touch from a man or woman. The Moment you share w/the one whom u are intimate with. Men will jump in head 1st... women on the otherhand desire steps lol...We look forward to the teasing, the touchin, the kiss ...the climax...the orgasm We look for the "JUST RIGHT" *sigh (to be continued)

Randomness Booty Talk

Currently in Starbucks Starving!!! I'm so Hungry smh..I'm on a roll today...lol. I was walkin in LIC to catch train and a Caucasian Gentleman...hounds me down the street yellin "Dayuum Mah!!! Dat asss!" I simply smirked and continued walking. Its an undyin debate..but hey once U go Black You Never Go back!" Lol Dude was all hype and screaming! Lol mind u it was a green light and he wldnt move in his vehicle lol. I'm hungry!!! Did I say that before cause a sista stomach is leanin!!! Screaming rather...to be continued :) lol

Laugh at Self

Lately in these lovely NYC streets I've dealt with the constant stares of many different females/males...I'm starting to think people have "looking" problems lol. Upon today a female swore I was staring in her mouf! I yelled back Puhleeze! She look like a donkey w/buckteeth! Lol..God gave us eyes to look....of Course u gonna stare at folks, places, &things. Like how do you sound as a person smh. I laughed and moved along. Then funny....a dude was blocking the door to get out the Dunkin Donuts so I pushed him&the door...He said "Dayuum Mah U jus pushin a brutha!" I said "Yup" and as I proceeded to walk out I trip on the sidewalk! LMBO! What happens next dude runs out the shop and yells "See mah I woulda caught u if u fell...But See God Don't like ugly!" LMBO smh...I was embrassed I had to laugh at myself!...Mind You u continued to look at my ass as I hurried to the train station.

Convictions/Abandonment

You Carry for 9months...You struggle w/constant runs to the bathroom,urges to eat,contractions(false) and doctors visits....As result a beautiful child is born...yet the Man who produce their seed is no where to be found and they didn't bear nothing but the sexual experience. So My question is"What could possibly be making it so Hard for The Man to help raise this/their chile?" U as a man didn't do nothing! Didn't carry not near a darn body or deal w/constant prodded or picked or felt doctor visits...but the mere sight of a child or thought of the unborn makes u run? Makes U absent? I feel the pain and cry the tears many single mothers feel...Some men shouldn't even be blessed w/a dick! A dick that can help produce a child in this world. How can u carry on life and know u have a child somewhere...look in the mirror and not feel an ouch of ridicule/guilt? Shaking my Head at all who are in this catergory.

NYC vs. Boston

There is No Greater Love than Family..perhaps..however there is no greater love than...that of your children's. So far I've started this new year off slow but NYC is fast paced! so ultimately I've been riping&running since I got back! Education,finances,housing,food all in NYC are ridiculously inflated lol...Boston,MA aint no where near as much but yet Boston is still ranked as the one of the most expensive states to live in along side NYC&California smh....Ppl I give props to those who are handling their BI....(To be continued)

Greater Roads

A New Dawn A New Day... Its officially 2011! Goodbye to the past year full of disappointments,bad relationships/friendships,deaths,being jobless etc. 2011 should be declared your New Slate! Reach for the Sky..beyond it matter a fact! Plan to be greater,wiser,faster and equip to gain Prosperity! Take life by the reigns and Ride dat Sucka till u Can't Ride No more! Yes there are goin to be New Obstacles but Hell atleast this time your ready to tackle them head on 2010 was preparing you for just that! Happy New Year! Ppl Wake Up!